I went to bed about a half hour ago and opted to read in bed which I never do. Not to mention that I also opted to read a Spa magazine which I’ve never read in my life.
As I engaged with my lower self and allowed myself to experience what I was called to, I realized that this is something that I rarely do. And then it came to me.
On Saturday in the Huna Retreat (http://www.louiselebrun.com/Experience/HunaHS.htm) we took a pause before the evening for the higher self connection. Louise suggested that we do whatever we’re called to do to engage with the lower self.
Well I must say that I was more ready than I ever thought was possible. I had planned on going into Kona to do some shopping, something else that I never allow myself to take pleasure in. I already knew what I was going to get before I even got there even though I wasn’t quite sure what it was going to look like.
A new dress. Red was calling to me as I embraced my fire energy on the fire Island. Sure enough I found what I was looking for (and if you’d like to see it…look for me on facebook - http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=1053696417 ) 
and I was very excited about my find.
It’s bright and full of energy and I felt fully alive before I put it on and then my ‘mana’ embraced the dress and I became even more alive. As I sit here I feel the energy literally pulsing through my body remembering the excitement that I felt and still feel.
I take a deep breath and tonight I understand the importance of engaging with the lower self. Things are coming up for me which I didn’t really understand or have the experience of in my body before. Now I do. Thinking about the excitement that pulsed through my body by simply investing in my lower self (at the environmental level) there was a sense of fulfillment that ran through my body which I never recognized until that afternoon. Now…I get it.
What I discovered (and this is about my discovery and what comes up for me), is that when I choose to engage with the lower self and follow my body’s lead, I feel fulfilled. This is a sense of fulfillment which I believe for myself must be met before I’m to attain the Endless Possibilities that I know are out there for me…the ones which I’ll create for myself. I AM most certainly Enlivened Possibilities and now I’m more than what I believed myself to be – just a half hour ago. Hmmm, not too bad!
For all of those years I focused on being practical I know that I rarely had fun. I’m not going to say that life was the pits because it wasn’t by any means. However now I know the ‘more’ that I can experience by following my wants…and not only my needs.
So guess what???? To hell with being practical. Tomorrow I’m going out to purchase some fancy/nice/pretty summer toe-thongs. (I used to call them flip flops but now…Toe-Thongs it is!)
How can I fully engage in Endless Possibilities if I’m not allowing myself to tickle my senses at the environmental level?
The Huna Retreat in Hawaii with Louise (& Paul) was quite the experience and I fully engaged and continue to do so. That’s what it takes to create the world that I’m going to create. What does it look like? I don’t know yet – but one thing that I’m sure of. It will be of my own creation.
Aloha & Mahalo!
Letting Go Of The Past AND…Growing Forward.
Amy
