Here I sit outside early on a Sunday morning. Once again the birds are all around me. The air is crisp today and it feels rejuvenating. Ah yes, it is I who is reflecting to the outside world what I am feeling on the inside.
The day is bright, and I feel alive within myself. I stop to consider what it is that allows me to feel this alive and full of vigor and velocity. Of course I know why I feel like I do. The fall has arrived inside and out. This is a time of ‘gathering.’ This is my time to relax into myself knowing that I have planted many seeds through the year and the fruition is happening around me.
My life had to be about me before I could allow it to be about you. What is it that I have to offer you? I offer you the gift of sight. If at this point you can’t ‘see’ through your own lenses, I encourage you to look through mine. Come and see what I see. Witness the magic of who I am and what I have to offer you. Know that I am you and you are me. When you see the wonder of who I am and what I see, know that you are seeing a reflection of your own magic and potential gleaming back at you. Connecting at a level unimaginable to most and incomprehensible to others. And yet, this is my reality. I show up and I don’t have to even speak words for you to understand or know who I am.
The animal totem suggests that I AM Grasshopper. Yes indeed I AM. I am able to move up or move forward. I AM incapable of moving backwards. This too is my gift to you. What enable’s me to continue being me, is you. As I witness you embracing your own vibrancy and potential, I Grow – I Evolve – I Transform. By bearing witness to the magnificence of the seeds that I have planted. I evolve by witnessing your evolution. And then the calming is in my body knowing that who I am and how I have invested my time has not been fruitless.
The wind is blowing. It caresses me and tells me that as I plant more seeds, they will be carried further than they were before. You are my wind. As you share with another who you have become, another seed gets planted. The velocity of lives that will be transformed is gaining momentum. Evolution and Transformation is at hand. I am bearing witness to it and I marvel in it, in you.
Women around me are ‘awakening’ to the possibilities that lay within themselves. There has always been a knowing in the body that more was possible. How to tap into it was the question and know one had the answer not until ‘Grasshopper.’
Have you ever wondered why we look at animals of the wild and insects and marvel at their presence? Could it be that they too are an aspect of ‘grasshopper?’ We look at them and we squirm and feel uncomfortable around them sometimes? Why? Could it be because the discomfort that comes from our in-ability to move up or forward?
What becomes of us as we embrace our own instincts as they do? Does it become second nature for us to know that moving up or forward is a state of evolution and transformation? Do we embrace it or do we pull back and sink into the intellect of what isn’t possible, as opposed to what is?
I encourage you to come play in My Meadow. A Meadow of Endless possibilities where seeds are constantly being planted. It’s o.k. to embrace what you don’t know, you don’t know. In fact, give it the biggest hug possible because in it, in the unknown, is where your potential lays waiting to be, ‘Grasshopper.’
Once again in this moment, there are no more words to be spoken.
Amy
Fucking fantastic Amy.